Here we are over halfway through the month when I expected to have this crazy book finished. I’m working hard and nearing the end. It’s just not at the speed I hope. C’est la vie. I can say I have three chapters left after my current.

While I chop away at the remaining scenes, someone let me know what they thing about the planned charge on Area 51. I have other plans for the month, including going back to school and continuing with other projects.

Here’s to the hope I’ll have more news soon!

Love and light,


Where Were We?

I can’t even remember the last time I wrote on this page. The world spins faster than we can react. The next thing I know I’m staring June in the face with an unfinished first draft to book four. I’ve struggled with my current chapter for about a month now.

I want to explain. It’s not from putting as much heart and soul into this book as the others. I have had less time to focus on my work. I’m getting there though! I hope to be back on time and finish the first draft by the beginning of July!

What has everyone else been struggling with? Any comments?

Love and light,


What Do You Mean It’s 6AM?

I’ve been awake for three hours now after sleeping less than three hours. (Go figure!) Don’t ask me why I’m still awake. I know I’m going to suffer for it later. I can already feel the effects of my lack of sleep. However, this is not a new or spontaneous phenomenon.

It has grown worse over recent months leading up to this moment. I can’t say I’m surprised. So here I am.

I have been chasing the phrase “The End” for too long now. Book four is behind schedule. A couple of other projects are behind schedule. It cannot be helped in the present time.

Life is an endless rollercoaster. Right now, I’m stuck in several curves and loops at a rapid pace. It is a struggle to keep up. I’ll keep doing my best.

I want to finish book four rather soon, but I can only hope to have it ready by summer. Then I will try to clear my plate a little further before charging into new Adventures of Pipsqueak and Bob and a few thrillers.

It’s time to get back to writing.

Raymond G. Newsome

Write, wRiTe, wrItE

Does anyone else ever have that moment when they sit down with their laptop or pen and paper only to feel lost? The words that nagged at your mind all day, week, whatever, slip away like dust in the wind. You might as well watch paint dry at the rate you begin to type.

I’ve known the struggle all too well the last few weeks. I get excited. I move further into my projects. I stall like a combustion engine without enough oxygen. Ah, but that’s life isn’t it? We get busy, experience exhaustion… draw a blank.

So I’ve decided to indulge my lack of desire, my blankness. I picked up a book. I watched some movies and new television shows. Everything I can imagine. To name a few I’ve been watching Gotham, The Punisher, Umbrella Academy, and Deadly Academy. I watched The Ted Bundy Tapes in its entirety in one night.

I’m writing this, my first blog in a while, to celebrate my wonderful experience with writer’s block. Four different projects and a few force paragraphs in each. I’ve discovered nothing. I’ve recovered little. I’m trying though.

I wish you all the best!


Ps Don’t forget that I am Brian is still available for free for a little bit longer on Nook, iTunes, and Kobo. Kindle and GooglePlay holds it at 2.99.  Come see why two readers already want a sequel.

I am Brian

Good evening ladies and gentlemen,

I am writing you today to announce my book, I am Brian. I came out of hiding long enough to work with Raymond to produce this work of “fiction.” He listened to everything I said making notes and creating my legacy. He changed names to protect my identity, my children, and the woman who does not stare at me like I’m a disgusting freak.

Come help me thank the author and read my story.


Have a killer night,

Brian Leroy Lewis

Happy New Year!

Short visit on my way to an unfortunate obsession with the written word. I’m hammering away at multiple projects. The world and my brain slows down for nothing. Anyway, be on the lookout for the conclusion to the Rise of the Fallen series named, Harbor of Lost Souls.

Now the more exciting news! I am Brian comes out on January 15th!

Brian Leroy Lewis ends up in an interrogation room with Detective Jackson after being discovered at the scene of a grisly murder. Brian torments and teases the detective despite agreeing to a full confession on one condition- he wants to leave a record of his life.

The detective reluctantly begins recording the story of murder, death, and betrayal. The killer paints a painful and twisted childhood leading to the disturbed man. However, not everything fits in a nice box as Brian Leroy Lewis has a few surprises left up his sleeve.

What could he have planned?

Be sure to join me when it hits and find out what happens!

Love always and Happy New Years!



I apologize for the lack of communication. I have been working hard, it has paid off. I am Brian is almost ready for publication. It will be released on January 15, 2019! That’s later than I planned, however, life tends to have other ideas.  My short stories ended up being placed on hold as my limited time went to I am Brian .

I have have other projects underway, including the fourth book in the Rise of the Fallen series. My next two series are ready for life, and I have more Adventures of Pipsqueak and Bob scheduled.

I’ll return with more information soon!

Love always,


Fall Changes

As the leaves change color and the temperature remains in the eighties, I have begun to make some changes. The biggest change in the works is making my way away from Amazon as publisher. The switch is almost complete so it won’t be much longer. I have my E-books in place. The paperbacks are almost ready.

The next change will be this website. I have a short story in the works for a magazine. After I complete this interesting tale, I hope to begin a series of stories focused on the Fallen Angels from The Rise of the Fallen series. I wanted to give everyone an in-depth look at each character. All of this will help lead up to the release of book four, Harbor of Lost Souls. I’m working on the chapter three now.

When the tales of the Fallen Angels are finished, I’m going to plan out stories on the wolves that grace the pages of books two through four. Lukas and his clan have a beautiful tale all of their own.

Nothing in Bland (short story) and I am Brian will be my next releases! I hope to have dates for you soon!

I love you all!!


Hard Truths to Swallow

I’ve had a lot on my mind this week. Not sure when I found time to think at work, but here we are. A conversation topic today was depression and anxiety. I finally admitted something out loud that I’m surprised no one noticed. I used my jokes and humor as coping management for depression. There are others but this is the largest one. No one can stop a sense of humor where as they can stop other activities.

My anxiety and panic attacks have been known to paralyze. My body aches, my heart feels like I’m going into cardiac arrest. I beat them for years. They were gone until the last few months. So where does this leave me?

Struggling through my weekly routine. Fighting the desire to drastically change so much. I want to hide and write but the words are slow. I’ll shake it again in time. For now, it is one day no matter what. I’ll fight the need to hide away from the world for those who can’t understand.  I’ll focus on the books I’m writing with hopes of the others finding success.

I love you all,